why i so stupid!!!!!why i not same as them????

haiz...

1. lost spec=='
2. fail undang test=='
3. fat??=='
4. always on9??=='
5. not study IN FRONT THEM??=='
6. waste them money??=='
7. not clever as my brother either sister??=='

izzit false on me???

the answer that they give me is...YES!!!!

im not study hard!!!so take many times to get pass...

im not pay intention!!!!so thats why i lost spec...

im not gv perseverance!!!!so thats why u still keep in fat...

im not doing revision!!!!thats why i dont get well result in exam...(always on9??)

im not clever as my brother...either my sister...thats why my mum keep scold me stupid!!!

im not them...im not smart as they all!!!!!im stupid....im waste they money...

nothing will do more better then they all!!!!

why they all smarter then  me???and why accept me stupid as a...

why i look like so EXTRA in this world!!!!

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maybe ying-2 is right!!im really so extra in this world

but..i will not face them..that i REALLY SAD..my heart is really suffering!!!